I have read many of Fred Starr's "Hillside
Adventures" columns, published in the Northwest
Arkansas Times from about 1936 to the early 1970s, plus four of his books. As I
have written elsewhere, I believe his 1958 book, Of These Hills and Us, is a gem, his best writing. Also, I think
these two columns, both published in 1940, are among his best. They are
certainly the most touching and memorable columns of his that I have read.
Fred Starr, 1942 |
The first essay is about a teenager named Marjorie, a
student at Greenland, where Starr was principal. She was killed in an
automobile accident just a couple of days before Christmas in 1940. The second
is about selling his farm in Greenland, a place where Margaret, his daughter, was born and
died a few months later.
In the two essays, Starr's Ozark voice is plain but eloquent
and moving, and his writing seems as honest as it get.
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Hillside Adventures
By Fred Starr
Northwest Arkansas
Times
December 26, 1940
Tonight I keep thinking of Marjorie. Today we left her
yonder on a peaceful hillside overlooking a clear rippling stream and a long,
sloping, quiet valley. There in a country burying ground, underneath a great
mound of flowers, she is taking her long sleep.
Marjorie was young, beautiful, vivacious and loved life as
only a teenage kid could. She had never harmed a body in all her short stay
here. Day before yesterday life stretched away ahead of her, a life of
happiness and usefulness lay out there just ahead. Last week I watched her
going about her tasks in a crowded schoolroom, saw her pass out presents to her
schoolmates and wave them a farewell for a short Christmas vacation.
Then, out of a hushed, starlit twilight death struck. One
moment her eyes were alive with joy and light and laughter. The next there was
a sickening ...ripping ... crashing thud and Marjorie lay beside a country road
her beautiful body maimed and crushed, her lovely features streaked and smeared
with blood...another life snuffed out by a misguided automobile.
A turn of the steering wheel one little round and life is
never the same again for those of us who loved Marjorie. Tonight stunned and
bewildered, her loved ones sit with numbed hearts, gripped with an iron hand of
grief that, turn which way they may, crushes and smothers and maims. Tomorrow
there will be an empty chair at the Christmas table and food that was to be eaten
will go untouched.
But somehow knowing Marjorie as we did; having known her gay
laughter, the bright twinkle in her eyes and her way of taking life in her
stride, I feel she must be continuing to be the same wonderful girl in
transition. Out beyond the stars that shine so cold and bright tonight her
spirit must be winging its way, going on and on in another life in the same
carefree, happy, courageous way. What a lovely angel she must be!
While here Marjorie lighted a torch. Its flames are glowing
still and will continue to glow long after the grass is green on the fresh
mound and the snow of many winters have come and gone.
Socrates after drinking the hemlock said to his listeners,
"I go. You stay. I wonder who is the better off?" And as I sit with
the beautiful and lovable memory before me, I too, am wondering.
Hillside Adventures
By Fred Starr
Northwest Arkansas
Times
July 30, 1940
Tomorrow is moving day at our house. In a weak moment we let
a real estate agent sell our farm right out from under us and tomorrow's sun
will be the last one we shall see from the east window of the place now called
home.
When I was but a child my father contracted itching feet and
there has always been much moving in the family. Why, I can remember we used to
move so often when the chickens saw us coming to catch them they just walked up
and crossed their legs.
The process of uprooting oneself from one location and
moving on somehow brings an empty pang that much changing of abode never quite dispels
unless you are a gypsy at heart and love to be forever on the road seeking new
adventures.
We have done a heap of living in this house in these two
years. Many joys and one great sorrow have been ours. Through the front door we
followed our last born and we could not bring her back. With the snow white
casket went a lot of life's sunshine. We felt we never wanted to see the place
again. But life must be lived out. One does not run away, not if he is to keep
on living.
The moon is right for moving and we should have great luck
if it wasn't for the fact we are moving the cat and the broom.
Some hill folks are wont to say three moves is bad as havin'
a burn out, an' no doubt they are right. But moving has its compensations as
well as drawbacks. There is something about going into a new house that gives you a sort of a lift. It's like turning over a new leaf. You hope there will be
less mistakes made under the new roof and that there in the different
environment you might run across the happiness you have strived for and fell
short of in the old surroundings.
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